RagDoll

Rag doll girl, ready to please 

No need for a backbone

When your only around to appease 

You stand for nothing 

and lay for everyone.

Lay down as a rug

Lay down to be a punching bag

Lay down to listen, quietly to lies

Lay down and let them take a ride.

Rag doll girl, ready to please

You need a backbone so,

You can have your happy ending

Stand for yourself 

and let them all see

Your worth more than THEIR pleasure.

~Jay 🌸

Peacock in the city

The other day I found my self in the city with my boss learning about its history. We decide to stop by the bird hospital only to be greeted by Jim the handsom Peacock. He was very entertaining with his little show. I only wish I could have seen his beautiful tail which seemed to be atleast 2 feet long.

Statue life

            Ala Zinger the extraordinaire 

Reflective waters

                Painting by Ala Zinger

I truly wish I was in that painting relaxing by the beautiful water.

Just a Stroll

                  By: Ala Zinger

            Happy Mothers Day Ala!!! 

Handling the heat

Beautiful day

                    By: Ala Zinger

                Extraordinary Artist

Just another day

     Painted by the fabulous Ala Zinger

             May she rest in peace

An Ala Zinger painting

         This picture is just ... Wow!!!

               By:  Ala Zinger 

A Russian treat: Ala Zinger

         I am luck that My boss allowed me    

           to photograph this painting. 

Part one:Life - "I shall not live in vain"

If I can stop one heart from breaking,

I shall not live in vain; 

If I can ease one life the aching,

Or cool one pain,

Or help a fainting robin

Unto his best again,

I shall not live in vail.

~Emily Dickinson

      

   I thought tonight I would put up the poem that originally made me interested in poetry. A poem that spoke to me and who I wanted to be. A person to help others. 

Excerpt from DARKNESS pt 2

“Yea, I know but I don’t care he makes me feel good and he loves me I know he does and I love him. He makes me feel safe.”

“Then go but don’t come back with him.” Turning Mathew dropped a present onto the floor and said “That’s why we asked you here.” Picking it up I looked inside and saw a ring, a band that was engraved with the words Ortiz family. I had seen the boys wear a ring, a big fat ring that said it on the out side with the Puerto Rican flag but, I never thought they would give one to me. Turning I went back to the table and quietly asked Sebastian to leave. Walking back over to the counter I said

“This doesn't mean I’m not going to be with him it just means blood is blood.”

Sitting back down the three of us enjoy our meal and talk about school and work. At all coast avoiding what happened earlier and all talk of Sebastian not out of shame but, for the sake of our family. 

Poetry project

BLOOD CROWN

He's sick in the mind and he's sick with his flow
Don't want the fast money but he's chasing the dough
Its like out with the new and back in with the old
The gangsta rap era just might've struck gold
And history's been made by the fathers before
Its written in stone now watch it unfold
Like make a new record while bodies turn cold
Suavv in the duwop his heart is like stone
Prone to make trouble, mentality street
Bound to the code in omerta believe
Hataz still watch him to see his defeat
And he's watching too its vendetta he seeks
Not taken by love and not given to greed
He just wants a crown and he's willing to bleed
And where many have followed he's chosen to lead
Too many people just tryta pass judgment
Studio gangstas that ain't with the function
He's not one to talk but he don't like assumptions
He's trusting in God but he gots to do something
Cause if he does nothing they'll see him as weak
But he don't really care what half of you think
Cause he gave half his life to the game in these streets
And he'll give up the rest just to be industry
Not selling his soul and not giving for free
Its all fo the one who's nailed to a tree
And he's really not one for religious beliefs
But he don't want to play with the powers that be
Suavv in the duwop despite enemies
Not taken by love and not given to greed....
-Suavv

Melissa's yummy cupcakes

sheer joy of youth

Photograph taken by stormy Kremin
in photo A. Kremin
Stormy is available for shoots and you can see more of her stuff on her IG stormykreminphotography

What did you carry with you when you were born into the world?

I saw a light and wondered out for a journey into life:

I came into this world with nothing but a scream, a shower of gold, and a doctor saying its a girl.

My mother should have named me violet 

My screwed up face was purple

Red and Blue

I refused to make another sound

That Bastard HIT me HARD!

I wonder if she saw it?

The sparkle in my eyes...

I remember that first night

The jewels I saw and man in the moon

I wonder what life would of had in store for baby girl violet..with sparkles in her eyes...
-J

Tara Dakini Chod Diptych

There is a transparency of darkness

You can see part of his skeleton 

Is darkness winning this fight

As their hearts are are facing away and apart

Maybe they announced themselves

Being the last monarchy

So no one would be forced to marry

Maybe it's the Kings fault

Blood on her lips suggest

Rather than saying 

She loves him

She will show him

By bleeding out her heart through mouth

-J3

I am hoping to get a picture of the painting this poet wrote about soon.

JuJu Man

A man and woman born in darkness

Why because of the sins of the parents

Forever to be in the deep Abyss

Forever alone in this Mall 

Plugged myself up to this wall outlet

To see if I am worthy enough

To see if I do have a spark

The spark to leave this abyss

Or at least to lighten it up

So I could shine

And be this amazing person

Instead of this monster 

Everyone makes me out to be 

I am me for me.

-J3