ghosts

 Do you see these tears, falling from my eyes

Do you hear the girl, who is screaming inside

'cause I feel like she is being ignored, by everyone including her self.

She has torn her self in two, and only occassionaly comes through
her other side is dominant, the face she must put on
it feels easy though, she even deceives her-self
but when she can actually feel, it's truly empty inside
to the point were it hurts, its like everything is gone
all she treasured is lost, all she hated retreated
to leave her with nothing, not even hope
her only company is worry and stress, and even they sometimes go
and when she tries to summon up a memory or two
it seems that they have faded only leaving behind ghosts.
~Jay

an old poem that could use some critiquing and love. please comment below and share!